Charleston and back...

Tuesday afternoon we made an impromptu trip down to Charleston. It was great getting to see friends and just hang out. Love it. But, by Wednesday believe it or not I caught my self thinking "I'm ready to go home."

Can I tell you how hard that hit me.
I <3 Charleston, totally love it, and to think of some where else as home is very rattling. But its the truth.
Charlotte is my home. Charleston will always have a huge place in my heart.
I found my husband there, had my son there, found God there its a huge part of me and who I am.
But, to finally feel like that chapter of my life has closed is, just odd.
I've been longing and fighting to get back. I haven't wanted to get to know people here, get plugged in here because I'm waiting to go back. Its time for me to move on. To finally realize, I am here for a reason and I have faith in that. Luckily now not only do I have faith in it but, I'm starting to have joy in it. I'm totally loving my life. I'm loving where God has me. I'm loving that I get to meet new people & reconnect with others.

Its just funny being able to look back a page and say yup, I'll stay on this page.